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Reason 1: Last night's agony.. no-word exchange wala fight.. huh! Sulk Sulk..We don't understand each other..That's what we alleged each other ( at least with my silence..! )
Reason 2: Today/ Yesterday was a Monday (typical Monday-phobia blooming inside me)
Reason 3: Mucocele is back plus gum injury... awww. :'(
Reason 4: Leaving bed in the morning lately even though alarm rang an hour before.. huh... I hate it..!
Reason 5: Still in dilemma whether to talk to BBA about what should be done or not.
Reason 6: Oh, the day seemed so long..I hate it again..!
Reason 7: Repeated "accusations" from BBA that I am not doing my job
properly ( which isn't true, he loves to boss around, huh.. I hate it
again and again when some one points out my perfection levels.. :(( )
Reason 8: Finally that faltu file of
one of the jerk grantees had to be completed by me (by EOD).. I had been
avoiding it since March.. but had no excuse today (fell in-trap..)
Reason
9: BBA screaming on me without trying to understand what I was
explaining... huh.. I hate myself as sub-ordinate of someone..!
Reason 10: Sat in office alone till 9 30 PM, completed the work, mailed BBA and that jerk.. huh
As
if these ten reasons were not enough, that it rained badly when I
decided to pack up!!.. and I was stuck in office, alone for an hour or
so...! huh!!
There
and then I realized... its the rain that will wash off my anger,
frustration and pain and may be it will make me feel calm, wet and
peaceful. Without delaying, I packed my bag, ran to the basement and
started my scooter.. drove back home..As I drove my scooter in the air, cold wind lashed me, rain drops, big and small, hit me. I was not scared as I had one thing in mind... To get a cleansing done..! I drove in dark,windy night with wet, serpentine, slippery roads, heading towards the city life (thankfully, the Bellary road, where currently some fly-over construction is going on, was dust-free and empty and human-less), As I drove, I didn't listen to 94.3 FM rather for a change I tuned into the collection of melodies stored in my phone. I drove as I listened
to Hariji's 'Hasti apni habaab si hai', drenched in rain.... without stopping..!
And as I drove... I realized..
“Into each life some rain must fall, some days must be dark and dreary.”
~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
4 comments:
sometimes we need a rain, flower to make ourselves calm, cleanse. good you got a chance to shower in rain:)
wah wah! wah wah! watta posht! i mean the second half particularly..!!
Wow. Interesting read this was.
perception of melancholy
showers on the warm crust
what the loner wishes to do
is to burst loud and clear.....
i love the post and its true that the moist smell of earth, the wind brushing aside and the droplets draining on you..perfect match and solace
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