Happy Basking Times

I asked it... Why are you lazily hanging on our garden wall.. And Mr. Agama recited out to me .....

"I love the warmth of the Winter Sun,
As much as I hate it in the Summery days…
Why is that so, I don’t know
I amuse myself, now and then..

As I love to bask myself, I am warming up
There is the pleasant feel, I am relishing.
As my body is kicking up…
To take the jump!!

There you see me…
In the garden, on the verandah
In the field, on the roof top.
In the courtyard, on the wall
In the parchment, on the pavement…
But every time you see me..
I am under the sun,
Now and then….
I love to bask

I am lazy and a bit sleepy, of course then sluggish..
And so is the weather…
The sun is going to make me agile
In a while….
And so I am here to bask
And then get back to my daily task."

- Amrita Tripathy

Wishing you a great, grand birthday.

Someone once said- The principle is competing against yourself. It’s about self-improvement, about being better than you were the day before. Thats what I have read and I have realised as I am growing old with time. Today is 22nd Jan 2009 and I am 25 years old. I have spent so much of my life infact 1/3rd like that... I have now my own nest and I am a grown up bird. I can fly.

I wish myself a fantabulous birthday bash... happy birthday Dear ME...as I am my favorite and also your's all.

Moron's Wishes on her D day....

Current Mood: Happy but a bit sad from inside... I am getting older.

hApPy BeLls...

I realise the myth associated with the rituals of hinduism isnt fake nor is a layman's cup of tea. I am not very religious but i have faith on them and admire some festivities. Temples in india are awesome place of rich culture, blind faith, great architecture, years-old myth(story), several workers efforts and great indian heritage... not the least the age old hinduism rules. I always wondered on many things when I had been to a temple and one is this hanging bell @ the entrance of the dwara of any temple. Is god really asleep and we need to awake him/ her. Is it for our conscience to make us awake from our hushy fussy world that we are in the almighty's home ... or is it like we make others know we are inside a temple... or simply its a custom or just a myth that ringing the bell will make god listen to us and not our other fellow mates in the courtyard of a temple...
I am confused with my questions and dont know if i will get the answer. But as i child I always loved to ring the bell, put so high. My daddy used to lift me in his arms and put my small hands to reach the bell, thats tied up high.... I used to get great enthu and fun by just dashing the bell and the sound kept resonating in my ears for hours till am back home from temple. Always on my birthday, I had been to temple with Ma and Baba and I felt so sirine and pious from inside. May be that rejuvenates the soul and makes you feel good about yourself. May be I am a brahmin and still somewhere by hindu culture remains... I still live in my past and rejoice those memoirs of childhood. Day after tomorrow is my birthday as per the hindu calendar and I am sure my mom will visit temple, the old one( Cuttack Chandi) to pay Mata a worship for my being healthy, wealthy and fit and for sure her paryers do work out.

She is a typical mother who prays for her sick daughter now and then to the lord to give her courage to face the world and I will prove her faith on me again.

I am sad today though I hav my own nest. I have realised I cant stay away from my flock but still I am struggling to stand on my legs and be independenent. Independence means socio-economic and also mentally... I want to be free and so I would prefer to join ashram in few years.. I love myself, for whatever I am, for who I am, for what I have done and for why I am alive though at times I am depressed and purish and left deserted and alone... My loneliness never haunted me .. But at times, he did, you did, they did and all of them did. Still I will fly and touch the horizon, I will face the tyrant exploiting world. I will still continue to love myself.

I have finally realised..........

"I will survive, No matter what you do.
Just give me time, I will get over it."

-A Moron's Dilemma

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