Bonded with Pain

Stomach aches.. Limbs ache..
Hand ache.. so do legs too..
Joints ache...Muscles ache..
Head aches.. Now heart aches too..
What doesn't ache..!
Aching is a part of me..
For it is in love with me..
Truly and honestly..
My life partner (?) doesn't love me so much..
Not even my in laws do so..
Every one who say that they love me..
Love me less but heart themselves more..
When my husband declared his 'self-love'
I almost felt like a whore..
For him "I love you- you love me"
Meant nothing, but my existence
In this world..!
And not in his world..
Well last night
After that silent fight...
Heart did ache..
Head did too..
I bled too..
Crying in pain,
I realised its all vain.
Pain, that existed in my vein
Is now my life long companion.
Aching is a part of me..
For it is in love with me..